The Lock Down Denial

Slightly bruised and a little bit used
I never thought they'd be so amused
Brothers bond broken by the bailiff
For the first timePrison proves, gotta pay my dues
Now I know I'll never be with youIf I, if I, if I die inside
Would anyone realize?
No, God help meIf I, if I, if I die inside
Would anyone realize? No
I lived a lie, is anyone gonna realize?
Stop, stop, stopChange in sights, I ain't gonna sleep tonight
This is no way for a man to live his life
Paranoid on the prison yard pavement
For the first timeSo I served time for my addiction
I pay the price for my affliction
A judge took my life with his conviction
For the last timeLights out, lock down
Don't make a sound
Lights out, lock downIf I, if I, if I die inside
Would anyone realize?
If I, if I, if I deny the crime
Would I, would I serve the time?
I live a lieSomeone speak, I'm a drum set in my head
Something, a different beat
Beat myself to the sound of the walking dead
Rinse and repeat
Someone's beat on the drum set in my head
In my head, headIf I, if I, if I die, yeah
If I, if I, if I die inside
Would anyone realize?
If I, if I deny the crime
Would I, would I serve the time?
I live a lie