Flies Don't Tell

You sit down and think
What are you feeling?
You ponder your actions for a while
What were you thinking?

“Oh I don’t know
I couldn’t control it”
The words of a fool

You stand up and walk
Do you think anyone noticed?

You decide the past
Has already passed us
But it’s chained to your neck

Don’t dream that it’s done
Don’t you know everyone
Is just waiting for
Another misplaced step
Your last and final fall
This time you won’t get up

Everyone knows
That something ain’t right here
Something is missing from your soul
Why don’t you just tell them?

You sit down again
This time it is over
You decide it’s time that you finish it
You’ll never get older

You’ve laid on the floor
For over a month now
All your problems are solved

The funny thing is
They wouldn’t have found out