Unrelenting

I can’t hide 
 Myself from this terrible
 Feeling of
 Frustration that finally
 led me out
 Of reality, leaving
 Me without strength.
 How can I face myself?

 It’s growing 
 Inside my mind
 A threat I can not define

 This strange feeling screams,
 Deafening as a Horn,
 Since the day I was born

 Shall I stop 
 And try to face it
 Burning in stifling heat?

 I’m on my knees
 What the hell is that thing?
 It is unrelenting

 This is the sad story
 Of a boy in love with apathy
 But feel no mercy my friends
 The boy will ask for help until the end of time

 I’m feeling sad
 I’m feeling sick
 I’m feeling bad
 But I’m too weak to face this decline 

 It is always by my side
 This feeling’s driving me mad
 And now I can only implore

 But they don’t want to give me the love I’m begging for

 In their eyes
 I can see
 The spite and the growing anger toward me

 But what else can I do for them?
 I do my best, it’s true

 I’m not able to live on my own
 So please just leave me alone
 What the hell can I do for them
 If I don’t feel ashamed?

 This is the sad story…
 Of a boy in love with apathy