Calendar Girl

If I am lost for a day try to find me
But if I don't come back then I won't look behind me
And all of the things that I thought were so easy
Just got harder and harder each dayDecember is darkest in June there's the light
But this empty bedroom won't make anything right
While out on the landing a friend I forgot to send home
Who waits up for me all through the nightCalendar girl who's in love with the world, stay aliveI dreamed I was dying as I so often do
And when I awoke I was sure it was true
I ran to the window threw my head to the sky
And said whoever is up there please don't let me dieBut I can't live forever I can't always be
One day I'll be sand on a beach by the sea
The pages keep turning, I mark off each day with a cross
And I'll laugh about all that we've lostCalendar girl who is lost to the world, stay alive
Calendar girl who is lost to the world, stay aliveJanuary, February, March, April, May I'm alive
June, July, August, September, October I'm alive
November, December and all through the winter I'm alive, I'm alive