Four Walls

i lost my head again
threw away my only friend
for just one night to be alive
i slit my wrists for that bitch
without thinking a bit
how could i be so dumb
to think she'd stay run away
the air is dense
i feel pathetic
with my life spinning on a wheel
into another state of affliction
cant seem to get my self through this
now i need to find a better way
ive been all that i want
whats left is nothing but her
all the blood has been stripped and lost
i dont even like me
im not something i like
turn on the light before i fade away
the air is dense
i feel pathetic with my life
spinning on a wheel
into another state of affliction
cant seem to get my self through this
inside these four walls
i explode
escape into another world
to get me far away from here
and i expect to much from me
cuase ive been throwing my life away
ive thrown my life away
i need to find a better way
the air is dense
i feel pathetic
with my life spinning on a wheel
into another state of affliction
cant seem to get my self through this
now i need to find a better way